Can't find the motivation

Jered is on his way to the airport. He'll be in Salzburg in a few days.

My father is still alive as far as I know... Havn't heard from my mum in a few days. Life looks shitty... Soooooooo shitty... As it seems we are in a time crunch. Let's hope we can keep it together for another month or two.

As for me, I think this confirms that my dreams are to be dashed, no matter how much I feel I deserve them. Remind me that self-fulfillment is a bullshit concept...

Haha, my Emo is showing.

Have a good night kids.

2 drops of the hat:

Anonymous said...

It's not bullshit, and if anyone can do it, it's you. You've got a whole lot of people back home who love you and will support you, so just do your best. Remember that if you need to talk, or even just vent, you've got a bunch of sisters stateside who would be glad to hear from you. <3

Unknown said...

You know, I get so sick of hearing this from people but as much as I hate to admit it, it's true, so I'm passing it on to you. You just have to believe that everything will work out. And it will. It may not be today, and it may not be tomorrow, but it will happen. And Bridget is right, you have a whole bunch of sisters who will support and listen to you if you need us!